Of Course I have been dragging all day long and as soon as 11 pm comes around I can't fall asleep. I think I will write and hopefully it will wear me out a bit.
I have had a lot on my mind lately. Today I read a blog of a girl from my Relief Society last semester and it inspired me. It was almost as if it were tailored to me.
This girl had a quote in her blog that really exemplifies how I have tired to live my life. It said,
Many people pursue their lives in search of happiness. The ones who truly have it are the ones who make their own happiness. I have always preached that happiness is a
choice. It is about where you put your
focus. If you focus on the things you don't have and the trials you do then you will always wonder when it is going to be your turn to be happy. As you sit and moan you will not be able to see the opportunities put in front of you to build happiness. But if you focus on the blessings you have (however small they might be), choose to serve others, and become proactive in living your life.....that happiness will come.
Today I found I need to redirect my focus. I literally asked myself when is it going to be my turn? Once I heard myself I stopped. I have been distracted by one thing right after another this year and have slowly let my focus slip to things I can not control.
What a blessing it is to be reminded by our loving heavenly father where I need to be focusing. I know that as I keep moving forward, choosing to be happy, and focus on the blessings that he has given me, my life will have a bit of balance again. Life is ALWAYS changing and is never certain, but if I am focusing on the right things I wont have time to notice what my life may be lacking.